On Waiting

Mumbai, like many cities can brutally delay you, or keep you waiting for someone. Waiting frustrates, angers and annoys. Often, people think of waiting as killing time. In order that one is in better control of emotions, it is best to make peace with and find strategies to tackle the stretched time of waiting. The notion of "killing" time, and the   negative connotation it carries is a problem of capitalistic thinking. We are often not sure of or not prepared about what to do in this unwanted, undecided period of unsure length. Most of us cannot come up with anything creative to fill up this void...this leads to the feeling of unproductiveness, worthlessness and waste.

Ofcourse, all these feelings are legitimate. I am talking of a scenario when you are waiting free of meeting a deadline to catch a cinema show, reach a meeting or go for an event. These moments are ofcourse frustrating because there's something at stake - sometimes monetarily, sometimes intellectually, sometimes commitment wise.  But when the purpose is just to wait, should we be equally frustrated?

Dreamers and wanderers perhaps may love waiting. Edgar Allen Poe in one of his pieces describes of waiting at a coffee shop just looking at people passing by, when later he follows a stranger cutting across the city, thus deciphering a new city. But here, Poe is merely waiting for thoughts to occur to him. His wait is not for a real physical person. If although, people were considered to be thoughts that float to you, could the experience of waiting be less frustrating?

People like the ones mentioned above may find such pockets of time and weird geographic settings inspiring for constructing thoughts. This doesn't guarantee that the real geography might be apparent in the works produced in such moments. New awkward geographies suspend dreamers in unimagined thought pools. These thought pools emerge out of an un-orchestrated chemistry of events and actors - phenomena quite opposite to what they employ in their work. The reflection on and in such new environments may give rise to interesting readings.

Although the realisation of the  temporal existence of the "waiter" or the person waiting in these new geographies may bring these readings to the limit of boredom. If long waits end well, the worth of wait is appreciated. However if waiting ends in futility, it can lead to loss of faith in the person and the very act of waiting. Waiting may not necessarily be physically comfortable, it may be exhausting. Extended waits may tire you physically, leading you to an irritable mood to enjoy the moment you were actually meant to meet for. A tired body cannot enjoy the happiest of moments. Such a contradictory experience of waiting constructs frustration.

The experience of slippage of time is different in different places. Cities might accentuate the feeling of loss of time. Relatively, waiting in smaller, slower places for even shorter time may give an illusion of a long wait. However, more often than not, it's about the mental preparedness to waiting. If you have already considered that you might need to wait, looking at the overall factors neutrally - including weather, traffic, nature of the person, etc., you will be able to negotiate the frustration that comes with it. If you find yourself waiting really unexpectedly and for long, you really need to make up the decision of the worth of wait. We will make mistakes - but over time, get better at dealing with the feeling of crisis that comes with waiting.

Checklist of a Concsious Viewer

Source: Manifesta 11 Catalogue.
http://m11.manifesta.org/en/about/publications


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Notes on Understanding the "Post Colonial"

SNDT Campus Mumbai - Charles Correa

I just realised that there is no image of the lovely SNDT Campus anywhere on the internet that was designed by Charles Correa! I pulled out these images from my ages old archive when the Cinema City Exhibition was hosted here. These are randomly taken images that catch glimpses of the campus. 

The Politics of Curation

Yesterday in an intense discussion with Aditya (Sawant) and Deepti (Talpade), we came to question the constitution of the position of a Curator. Aditya's argument was that the act of curation was a self-legitimised enactment of power. He questioned where, after all, does the curator derive validation for the works he selects to be a part of any exhibition. Who testifies his knowledge and how does it gain currency?

To be sure, his observation sat well within a Marxist framework. In the increasingly capitalising art world, curators are often appointed on the basis of their potential to bring sufficient funds for / to any project. In this situation, the power of the curator is constituted in the role of administering and managing money that mobilises the exhibition activity.

Aditya went on to say that a specific framing of any event by a curator fundamentally starts shifting the nature in which the artist himself/herself sees one's own work. Thus, it impacts the true nature of the evolution of an artist, giving in to a relationship that has been established between the organiser (curator) and the producer (artist).

Dipti however expanded to say that every position, in that notion would be an enactment of power. At the same time, there would be many curatorial acts which donot necessarily fall merely within the logic of economics. While many of these network relationships have come to feed into the present structure of several art events, there are scenarios in which curators do not necessarily impact the producer's work.

We debated a lot on the role of the curator, and the underpinnings of executing art exhibitions today. Much of it seemed like intellectual masturbation. But thinking back, I just thought it might be worthwhile to put down the arguments for a future date.

Three words of confuse and concern

Didactic: Intended to teach, particularly in having moral instruction as an ulterior motif.

Pedantic: Excessively concerned with minor details or rules, too instructional

Pedagogic: Relating to teaching.

Word Affinities sourced from:

http://visuwords.com/

The Advancement of Learning

"The registering and proposing of doubts has a double use: one use is a straightforward use - it guides us against errors. The second use involves the role of doubts in initiating a process of enquiry which has the effect of enriching our investigations."

-Francis Bacon, The Advancement of Learning, 1605

More Reflections / AD Jury at SEA

What is a School?

We never really asked that question over the semester. And how do we ask it architecturally? When we ask "what is a school?" in an architecture studio, what are we really asking? Or, what do they really ask, when architects ask "what is a school?" Are they asking how a school functions as an organization, or are they asking questions about pedagogy, or are they asking about the process of education, or the way in which knowledge is transferred? Or are they asking about the way in which knowledge is a spatial function - that to do with the design of the surroundings and its knowledge, and how the structuring of space aids a certain kind of educative process, or how the building environment teaches you, inculcates a rhythm or discipline amongst its learners, or how a good environment impacts the process of learning...
What when the question of designing a school is inscribed within the urban question? What is a school in an urban area? What schools does urbanity need? How does urbanity school us? Is school a function of urbanity? Do schools shape up through forces of the city? Does the urban mould knowledge differently? 

How does the urban, after all, influence architecture? How does the experience of the city find way into an individual, and further the built form? Are the users of city space conscious of the constructed experiences they live in? How do we even ascertain that and map such subjectivities? How are these processes relevant for design processes, and who validates them?

Teaching architecture within the question of the urban almost always ends up in an obsessive reproduction of the city. What is the obsession of urban designers to represent and draw the city as close to it as possible? What is the joy of doubling up the city through its reproductions like drawings, models and diagrams - those which also begin to turn life into an object - the pretty looking portraits and models?

There is a moment when the drawing makes the city more pretty than it actually is. This imagined prettyness soon takes over the reality of design processes, rather takes the reality of design into an imaginary space where laws of the land no longer stand valid. The personal morality works thereby, defying and destroying existing buildings and forms that do not follow the logic of the self created order. However, only those working on the field will be able to say how knocking off buildings, even if hypothetical, is non ethical. A faculty quite rightly pointed out: "These are the crises of the urban context. We have to understand them instead of defying them."

What position do you take when you actually choose to ignore the difficulties of the urban condition? In a "what-if" scenario, isn't one actually escaping the urban condition. In such a situation, the city studio focus becomes almost pointless, because in the first place, you have tweaked the city into your own personal imagination, which in effect makes you work as if you are working on a blank slate. Is the studio about creating real life solutions or imaginary engagements? This dilemma can be answered in many ways. However, what we have to decide is whether we want to engage with the difficulties of the city as it is, or as we would like the difficulty to be? (Yes, I am hinting that we begin to imagine our difficulties too, a hypothetical problem for a hypothetical solution).

Do we want to use the city merely as a backdrop, an artefact for our architectural projects; or do we want to engage into its conditions that pose a unique problem? Until the end, I was not able to to figure if we did really want to engage with the difficulties at all. It was not clear if we were testing the real or experimenting the imaginary... What after all was the "thrust" of the "city" studio? 

Is the city just studied to give us theoretical and physical handles for one;s design methods even if these designs may clearly be insular for the city dynamics? Can the final design, evolved from a "method of the city" be called "urban" and serving the city? What after all do we make of the urban context?

What do we mean when we talk of a city studio? Is a city studio about different kinds of urban responses? For example, in a dense fabric, you can

• clear the site and build
• build with/over existing fabric
• redesign the existing building
• create and intervene with a "what-if" scenario
• just propose a program
• create a temporary structure
• change laws
• rework circulation
• change character of buildings

and so on.

All the above are different design responses, and all of these seem equally pragmatic - some executed within the framework within the bye laws, other for which laws are released or eased. There could have been an academic inquiry within these different methods of urban intervention. The studio did not delve into any of these. I would like to pose, finally, what are the ethics of urban intervention?

Students made designs, ending up into an engagement in architectural form, and further how they can be theoretically read to respond to the city. We teach them story telling, most of the time. It takes much more courage to build architecture that is pragmatically possible but also theoretically tight. But theory can not become a matter of convenience, or a handle for story telling. Every one bought something from the process. Of course. But does it make them into a better architect, or a story teller? I wonder!

The Power of Cynicism

Cynicism creates a moment of dissent that is serious yet not harmful.